Im not a rapper and I dont aspire to be nor do I pretend it
So dont take this as such I just speak my thoughts …

Thoughts that you might think but don’t say

But no matter because ill say em for you …
Because I have a voice to be heard …
Because I have a voice to be heard … Because I have voice to speak out …
Plus … I know some of yall can relate …

For the first time ill show you who I am The real me
Show you the things that run through my head
Show you sight through my eyes
Let you feel what I feel inside …
Its dark at times ..
So I suggest you consider and heed this warning sign …
enter at your own risk ..
Because after this there aint no going back
Because I just might not be the person you thought I was …
I just might not be the person you think I am

Sitting on the exterior looking in
My life looks borderline extravagant Beer, hookah, liquor, weed, and wasted friends
Not saying they’re bad friends
Im just saying theres more to my life than infulences that stay under on just the weekends …
&& maybe some weekdays … When a semesters over or maybe there’s holiday …
Working a nine to five …
Taking up half my time …
Trying to go to school …
But it almost seems like college is only for those who can buy in…
Well in a way its only for those who can buy in …
Moms a cancer
But I ain’t talking about zodiac signs
She ain’t get the mastectomy
She said she’s dieing with her pride … Dad is sick too
So asking for help is selfish …
So I try to keep it at a minimum
Because I still need help
What I thought was family ended up changing …
And that changed me ..
My circle of friends started changing .. so it started decreasing …
Now the people who are acutally my friends aren’t my friends because if they’re real I call em family…
i got a gurl ..
We seem to argue but nobody leaves ..
Honestly she’s just looking out for me
If you get real technical …
Most of us are under or just skimming the poverty line …
Acting like we got it
Living in the projects but rocking louie vutton
Nigga I don’t fuckng got it
Got my own place at 17 …
Boy in high school with his own crib nigga didn’t even know how to act …
But I’ve grown and now ima man
So stick around and ill show you the journey I been thru ..
Because I know some you’ve been thru it …